I'm scared to face another day Cos the fear in me just won't go away.
In an instant, you were gone, now I'm scared. In an instant you were gone and I'm scared.


woman like me

Do you think you could fall for a woman like me? 'cause I find it hard to trust. Do you think that I could be the girl of your dreams? Sometimes I don't let things go, get emotional.
Everything aint what it seems. It's hard loving a woman, a woman like me.


When I miss you, sometimes I cry, sometimes I laugh, but most of the time I just think about what an impact you made in my life,  I smile


My heart only beats for you <3
At some point you're gonna sit in your bed all night and cry about everything that's happened to you that day. You're gonna have a day where everything goes perfect. Nothing is ever going to go as it's plannend. You're going to have a best friend and then find out that they talk shit about you behind your back. You're going to meet the most amazing person in the world, fall in love, and then get left behind and forgotten about a month later. You're going to go on vacantion and miss everything about it when you leave. You're going to have the best day of your life. You're going to have moment where you feel like nothing could bring you down and everything is perfect. You're going to go to parties, and get taken advantage of. You are going to get drunk and say something that you regret saying. You're going to have someone who you share everything with, then slowly fade away from each other and eventually never talk again. You're going to fall in and out of love. You're going to tell someone something and it's going to spread around. you're going to miss someone everyday but not do anything about it. You're going to have awkward moments where you see someone and remember everything that you've been through together. You're going to be a bitch to someone but not realize how much it effected them. You're going to have to act like you don't care when really, you're heart is broken. You're going to kiss people and regret it later. You're going to miss a lot. But don't slow down, don't have regrets, don't live in the past, don't live in the future, live right now. smile. you're young and only getting older. Make your dreams come true. You can make it happen. Don't let anyone stop you. 

1 December

Enjoy this month.
December. Love the people around 
you. Give some love. Get
some love. December. Love
There is a story behind every person. There is a reason why they're the way they are.
They aren't just like that because they want to. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it's impossible to fix them.. 


deep in your heart

People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Just like secret road maps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wound. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers.


why is this so accurate?


AQUARIUS nov., 25, 2011 You may be lost in the past right now, Aquarius. Have you been fantasizing about an old lover or perhaps an old moment of glory? If so, enjoy your fantasies, but know that those times are gone and you need to live in the here and now. It's fine to reminisce and allow your mind to wander to memorable moments of times when you felt happy and fulfilled. But don't spend more time in your memories than you do in the present. Take whatever lessons you can, and then get back in your time machine to today. Apply what you learned, and make now the best time of your life.


Before you walk into my life

You need to know something about me. You need to know that I'm a very insecure person. Im not perfect. I find it hard to trust people now. I've made mistakes in the past and I've learned to live with them. I've learned to accept people for who they really are. I miss the people that I houldn't even think about anymore. I've liked, I've loved, I've been hurt. I have hurt people. I'm not perfect. But hey, this is me. And me before you walk into my life, you need to know these things. Because, if you walk into my life, you can't walk out of my life when things are getting hard. Just like all the other people did.


we're friends, we're together, we're hurting each other, we're fighting, we're alone again.


Sometimes, I get jealous thinking that someone else
could make you happier than I could
I guess it's my insecurities acting up
because I know Im not the prettiest, smartest,
or most fun and exciting
but, I do know that no matter
how hard and long you look
you'll never find somebody that loves you like I do 


I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes, all that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss



Not ready

I'm not sure when we'll find what works, you are my soulmate, you know what to say when I feel down. You want to see me happy. But what makes me happy is you. And when we are together it feels like there are no worries at all. Im afraid you won't ever take a chance on me. I know I need to tell you goodbye. Because every time I make the decision to be your friend, I fall harder. I can’t truly move on until I cut you out of my life completely. This is something I have to do for me, in order to love myself again, and someone else. But at this time I'm not ready to let you go. So how can we still be close and not get hurt. I hope we get there. 


I know you love me, but I know you haven't made it to that place- that kind of love, yet.

It is a risk to love.
What if it doesn't work out?
Ah, but what if it does?
-Peter McWilliams


I don't chase after anyone so if you wanna walk out of my life 
Then I'll hold the fucking door open for you


Because you are everything to me 

Never make someone a priority if they only consider you an option 'NaomiAyele




If you ever leave me baby, leave some morphine at my door, because it would take a whole lot of medication to realise what we used to have it but we don’t have it anymore.
It will rain Bruno Mars


If you don't like me 
remember it's mind over matter
I don't mind and you don't matter
i don't believe our nation's flag is on the moon Frank Ocean



I truly believe that true, real, unconditional love exists. I know it's there because I've felt it, at least for a moment if not more, even in the worst relationship that I could have possibly been in.


Well maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame maybe its you and your sick need to give love then take it away


Leila Lopes from Angola she is beautiful

Miss Angola 2011, Leila Lopes became the second black African woman and the fourth black woman in the world to win the Miss Universe title at the Miss Universe 2011 competition held at Sao Paulo in Brazil on Monday.


The Sartorialist

Keep smiling, keep shining Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure !

Just realize

Day by day nothing seems to change. Everyone and everything seems the same. But in a year when you look back, you'll realize everything changed. Right before your eyes


"If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise, don’t even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives and maybe even your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery – isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance, of how much you really want to do it. And, you’ll do it, despite rejection and the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If you’re going to try, go all the way. There is no other feeling like that. You will be alone with the gods, and the nights will flame with fire. You will ride life straight to perfect laughter. It’s the only good fight there is."
—  Charles Bukowski

Don't lose it

Dear You,                  

You have been my greatest. But my fear is that no one will ever be what you are to me, I have to make a decision. I could no longer live in limbo, I could no longer live without you and with you all at the same time, i could not think of everyone else who has you when I'm not there or that you might avoid me the next day after loving me the night before.



Love will never hurt, lie, or cheat. People choose to do that.


Every time I trust somebody, 
they show me why I shouldn't


If you love two people at the same time
Choose the second one 
Because if you really loved the first 
You would have never fallen for the second
Never let them know your next move
Hearing from you always puts a smile on my face.


Trust issues


                   sometimes it's a good thing to have fake people in this world it helps me out who my real friends are 

When you realise there's no one waiting


Selah Sue 
You get into the biggest fights with the people you care about the most because those are the relationships that you are willing to fight for just because you care about them 

too little too late

   You should have opened your eyes, I was crazy for you ..

Baby, what you’re saying to me is
There’s no more you and I
I couldn’t get it right on yesterday
So kiss our tomorrows goodbye❞ 

you can't trust

it's hard to put your feelings into words. it's hard to explain how you feel when someone asks you what's wrong. it's really hard to answer. you know you can't set words on your feelings and you know that no one can understand how you feel unless they'd felt the same way before.

everyone got different problems. different reasons to be sad, to cry you'd might be broken inside, but never tell anyone the reason why. no one can understand and no one really cares


what i feel is real i can’t settle for less sometimes the heart says no, the body says yes


Fotoshoot Emily

You'll never really know
what people think of you
until you hear them talk
about you behind your back


She's just a little too scared to get close because everyone who said they'd be there, left

You are

Your my devil,your my angel
Your my heaven, your my hell,
You're my now, you're my forever,
You're my freedom, your my jail,
You're my lies your my truth,
You're my war you're my truce
Your my questions your my proof
Your my stress your mama's shoes



                                                                                   Naomi Alana Loes Romina

Do not

Never leave the one you love for the one you like because,the one you like will/might leave you for the one they love.


I'm not a good lover. I mess up. I get jealous easily.
I'm too much sensitive.When it comes to my love.I get mad often
But there's one thing I do love about myself I dont play 


Long Island' Dreams Money Can Buy
I planned to say all
these terrible things
to you, but in the end,
I just want to tell you
I miss you

De Leven

Zolang het er nog even is geniet ik ervan.
Soms aandacht. Soms,weekend vanaf maandag.
Soms balen. Soms huilen.Soms , liever niet naar buiten.
Soms , bang zijn voor later.Soms , mis ik mijn vader.
Soms New York.Soms Londen. Soms, High , Stomdronken.
Soms, Tokyo.Soms Parijs.Soms Puur.Soms met ijs.
Als het morgen over is ..En er helemaal niks meer over is ..
Dan kan ik zeggen dat ik heb geleefd.
Dat ik meer ben vergeten dan je weet , snap je.
You guys are so busy telling
yourselves that moving on is for the
best. Maybe its not. Maybe you just
want to believe that because its
easier to give up.


You got me smiling in my sleep
                                 Naomi Ayélé

I heard you're a player.
So let's play a game
Let's sweet talk
Let's play fight.
Let's talk 24/7.
Let's tell each other good morning and good night every day
Let's take walks together.
Let's give each other nicknames.
Let's hang out with each other's friends.
Let's go on dates.
Let's talk on the phone all night long.
Let's hold each other.
Let's kiss and hug.
And whoever falls in love first?
Loses :)