Happy new year

i've been through alot of bad things this year but ima keep ma head up like ma nose is bleeding.                             
So cheers to you, to a New Year and another chance for us to get it right.
Happy new year!

Love Nmyy



Try to learn something about everything, and everything about something


Welcome to my life, tattoo.
Thanks to you, I hope I wont regret you but you'll be there when I die.

My attitude is tattooed that means it's permanent so I guess I should address it, huh?


Good Days

All that bullshit's for the birds

I know you mad but so what?I wish you best of luck 
and now im feelin to throw them deuces up I hate liars, fuck love Im tired of trying


Pretty wings

You played me dirty, your game was so bad you toyed with my affliction had to fill out my prescription for the remedy I had to set you free.

If I can't have you, let love set you free to fly your pretty wings around.


Raise your glass





Waar komen joden tochvandaan? Israel hier ver vandaan Wonen daar ook superjoden?  Ja daar wonen superjoden! Vinden joden voetbal fijn? Als ze maar voor AJAX zijn! Amsterdam Amsterdam Amsterdam!

Een juichtoon da-vre langs de velden
Voor ons dierbaar rood en wit
De ploeg de dapp`re Meersche helden
Onze vreugd` en trotsch bezit
Alom Gevreesd in heel den lande
Glorie onzer Amstel-stad ...
Ieder draagt ze op de handen
Wie gaat niet op Ajax prat
Hup Ajax Hup, Rood - Witte schare
Dapp`re strijders fier en koen
Geen club die ons kan evenaren..
Rood en wit wordt kampioen!
Hup Ajax hup, Rood - Witte schare
Dapp're strijders fier en koen
Een roep die geldt, dat is je ware
Rood en Wit wordt kampioen
Hup Ajax Hup, Rood - Witte schare
Dapp`re strijders fier en koen
Geen club die ons kan evenaren..
Rood en wit wordt kampioen!


Saturday night

He's just not that into you

Here's to all the girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning & be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, & moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him saying I only want to be your friend. One day, and the next, kissing him again.Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change.We listened to our friends telling us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance.We went through the great stage again with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking , it would be just friends, but ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us. Here's to the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldnt possible call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to settle for someone who didn?t treat us the way we should be treated. Here's for the ones who did their hair and makeup & put on their nicest clothes, only to hear him say that he couldn't see u tonight. The ones who never believed it when people told us there was someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls who loved him more than words can say, & took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day & wonder, what if? This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with. This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, & get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him telling us three weeks later that things were going too fast, he needs time.Here's to girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, fear for an:  I told u so.. The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts & their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see and see you whenever he got the chance, one that would really care. We just wanted the one that we loved. Here's for the ones that finally realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here's for the time that he broke your heart again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, & the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here's for us girls who finally realized we deserved better. This is for these confusing days, when you miss him & want nothing more that to hear his voice, or feel his arms around you waist. Stay strong and remember that relationships are like broken glass : sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together & get hurt. Remember the times you cried & how long it took to even be able to look at another gut like that. When your song comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made & tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation & the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the crap he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night & how it felt to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him. One day you'' ll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy you always ran back to, but you will. It's going to hurt like crap, & it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls who fell back in love with their ex, only to get all over again.
But live girls, have some fun, you'll be fine

just because

Promises mean everything to me.. but once they're broken sorry means nothing. & when I first met you I never would have imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you I never would have thought that I would have dreams about you or miss being by your side or get butterlies in my stomach when someone mentions your name when I first met you I never would've thought that I would love you



Love Letter

Listen to his new album
R.Kelly- Love Letter


So I don't believe in love anymore. Because if you don't believe in love there is nothing to cry about, and I don't have anymore tears to cry. So I gave up on love because it gave up on me.

Get your mind right baby, or get your sh*t together

It's really over, you made your stand you got me crying, as was your plan. Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry? I know we on this shit again but we'da come too far to stop or give up and I know you think its better to just leave and this is where I disagree.For you I gave my heart and turned my back against the world. I done been through so much drama I done turned into the woman that I never thought I'd be. I wish for one last thing, it means the world to me, cause I know what we got, even when you don't, we rock baby till the wheels fall off, feel me?


Hold my hand

So if you just hold my hand
Baby I promise that I’ll do all I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come in between us if you just hold my hand
Michael Jackson ft. Akon - Hold my hand

Yesterday Feelings

I know it's over and it really never began, but in my heart it was so real


No mercy


If you don't know me by now

All the things that we've been through you should understand me like I understand you .. Just trust in me like I trust in you as long as we've been together it should be so easy to do just get yourself together or we might as well say goodbye,what good is a love affair when you can't see eye to eye? But we can't tell the future no but that's just the beauty of the world we know. Don't know what tomorrow brings but I'm still hoping that you are the one for me,and what if I had you, and what if you had me and whats the reason we can't fall in love?


easy come,easy go

I’d catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I’d jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya


hate the morning


Last week I danced this choreo Masterclass Chaggie

Love lives forever

Usually I loved the month December. I always had a great time with my family and friends.But without you it's different. I think there's a part of me that doesn't believe you're dead, a part of me that still thinks you're coming home. You never really get over losing someone who meant the world to you, and the pain doesn't lessen either. You just learn to live with it.Though I cannot see you,I know that your still here. In my memories you will always live,in my heart you’re always near,tears have fallen for you, some happy and some sad. I know I'm not perfect I know I'll never be I just hope you're up there and that you're proud of me.
So I'm trying to be strong, just for you.  -


loveee red loveee december loveee red lovee




You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she love you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there

N.E.R.D. - Hypnotize U

I run this game, just play your role

Oh, today it begins
I've missed them before, but won't miss them again
I keep having the same dream 
And I think that I just realized what it means
All I see is fireworks Every night it's fireworks

What an experience you coulda been the one,but it wasn't that serious
Their was smoke in the air before now its me clearin' it
That felt good, all and all I learned a lesson from it though



♥ ♥ ♥
see we`re more than friends but less than together
i know we both agreed that`s how it should be
but i didn`t think we`d be like this forever
and i don`t wanna make you more than you make me
no i can`t Keri Hilson - Still A Girl

J'adore Paris

Paris 2010 avec Damian


learn from it

As we grow up..
We learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken
You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast.
And you'll eventually lose someone you love
So laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt.
Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin