Not ready

I'm not sure when we'll find what works, you are my soulmate, you know what to say when I feel down. You want to see me happy. But what makes me happy is you. And when we are together it feels like there are no worries at all. Im afraid you won't ever take a chance on me. I know I need to tell you goodbye. Because every time I make the decision to be your friend, I fall harder. I can’t truly move on until I cut you out of my life completely. This is something I have to do for me, in order to love myself again, and someone else. But at this time I'm not ready to let you go. So how can we still be close and not get hurt. I hope we get there.